Okay! I haven’t updated in like 10000 yrs! Haha this post shall be about yesterdayyy:D when I turned 17! Haha. At 12! Ankeeta and asri came in the room, while I was watching couple or trouble.. and they were like SUPRISSEEEE with this huge huge candle the kind you see in castles!! I was like. Omg! Haha I didn’t expect it la. They got me a tiramisu cake! Yumm my fave! Haha:D thenn we camwhoredd abit! Haha then ankeeta went to watch dream girls.. asri and I watched our couple or trouble (: haha. Then then I went to sleep around 2am I think. Forgot ady xD haha

At 6.35 I received a call from bestie!(: Which woke me up.. haha if he didn’t call I would have been late for sch I think xD haha. Thanks for coming and passing me all the presents (: you made my day! Haha.. then left to sch with michelle..

It was raining so we didn’t have morning assembly so we went straight to the audi for phy lecture.. then I was like wondering where’s peiling and huidan! Haha then they came in looking abit suspicious.. then they were like happy birthday!:D with a pau in hand.. with 2 toothpicks on it as candles! Haha. Superrr cutee:D then they were like ‘we’re on a budget right now’(:

Had break after that. Sat at the OHANA(: I read all the bday cards:D shared nachos with huidan and ate the pau! Yumm haha then we had econs lecture.. boringness with the taitai teacher lecturing. Urgh. Haha then we walked out of the audi.. then jianyu came and passed me a bear!:D haha its from jianyu, yukang, jacky, youchen and shaojun(: haha thanks so much guys!:D then when we reached the room for gp.. I was like ehh how come suddenly got a water bottle in my bag pocket! Haha its from peiling and huidan! Thanks for buying the nike water bottle I wanted! Yes the one with flowers!:D haha yayy.

Had econs after that! Had a timed prac.. then Ms cai and the class sang a bday song for me:D haha then we had civics.. then aft that the whole class stayed back! Haha tsktsk I knew they had a cake:P haha so obvious! Haha the clique shared to buy a lemon cheese cake from breadtalk for me!:D haha cos peiling rmbed that that time when we were at amk hub I was telling her how I miss the lemon cheese cake when I was in uk! Haha:D yayyy sang another time and ate the cake:D after that went to nyp with peiling and the guys.. then I went back (:

Met ger at ard 5+ then went to kino to buy new moon! Haha Edward cullen!:D then we went to eat dinner at fareast! I had some claypot yimien thingy. Then we shopped ard and bought ourselves an anklet! Haha if it falls off our wish wld come true:D

Went back at ard 9+ (: haha thanks so much jo for the birthday dedication for me on the radio! Haha you’re the best:D lol that night ankeeta tried to teach asri and I some bollywood dance! Super funny can xD haha.. then shared the cake that bestie gave(: oh ohh thanks cindyy for the miniature of the electric guitar! Haha I loveee it:D

And and, thanks for all the birthday smses!:D esp from stace and mel! Who’re not in Singapore:D haha you guys rock:D and thanks for all the birthday greetings and gifts! I had a fantastic dayyyy(: thanks to all of you guys!:D


10:44 AM

"There is 2 paths you can take. Either you can get bitter about your disability and head down the depressing street called ‘why me’ street, or instead you can start climbing big beautiful mountains of opportunity. Yes these mountains may be steeper if you are disabled, but the view from the top is even better! And despite being blind, even I can see it!"

-Amar Latif



6:01 PM

11:17 PM

firstly.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIEN IVIEN VIEN IEN EN N! xD haha

my spa was kinda screweddd haha cos i forgot to fix in the rheostat.. what a silly mistake rite-.- haha but i guess the teacher was nice.. didnt minus any marks :D haha cos i was staring at the marksheet.. he didnt write anythingg abt me xD haha. poor liumei! her multimeter was like faultyy:( but luckily mrari gave her more time(:

okayy aft sch subway-ed with hd, pl, lm and cy:D haha i tried the italian bmt for the first time tday w hd(: haha its like reallyyy salty! i decided not to keep eating the subway melt haha i shall try smth new everytime :D

yay ankeeta finished twilight! haha im gna start reading it soon:D


3:03 PM

haha i didnt go to sch todayyy. and i didnt actual pon okayy. i was feeling kinda sick (mentally?) haha xD but oh wells. i actl woke up for sch.. then when i was like getting ready, ankeeta was like i wanna pon sch todayy lets pon sch. then i was like.. okayy! hahah then when we told asri she was uber uber shocked xD hehe.

we watched spirited away in the morn.. then went to tp to get our mcs :D haha then we had lunch at mos burger! ate the rice burger:D yumm! haha we did some grocery shopping and then we went back(: lol almost bumped into some teachers though! haha it was kinda scaryy but fun! i decided i will only do this once in every 2 months! haha cos, the mc is very ex-.- and etc etc etc xD haha!


8:48 PM

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10:21 PM

ahhh. my head hurts. from sleeping too much. haha. cuz i went for this UNAS seminar today, and oh my, i was sooo bored that i practically slept my whole way through the whole 10-hour-long seminar. lol. i think maybe i DID slept my way through for 10 hours. at first, the sleeping was shiok, but after that, i just slept cuz i was bored to death and didnt feel like mugging then. i heck cared the speakers and slept blatantly. hehehe. :P oh wells, trying to console myself that i didnt waste my whole day by saying that i can add one more thing to my council profile. council profile council profile council profile. >.<

and then i decided to walk to orchard cuz i wanted to go kino. my book hasnt arrived yet! D: and 'the life and times of the wicked witch' is sold out too! D: wasted trip. shucks.

oh wells, off to read some manga and then start on my bio concept map. blah.


7:50 PM

2:57 PM

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own,
even if she never wants to or needs to...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

something perfect to wear if the employer,
or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..

a youth she's content to leave behind....



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to
retelling it in her old age....



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .....

a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems,
and a recipe for a meal,
that will make her guests feel honored...



A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

a feeling of control over her destiny...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to fall in love without losing herself..



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to quit a job,
break up with a lover,
and confront a friend without;
ruining the friendship...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

that she can't change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

that her childhood may not have been perfect...but it's over...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW.. .

whom she can trust,
whom she can't,
and why she shouldn't take it personally...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

where to go...
be it to her best friend's kitchen table..
or a charming Inn in the woods...
when her soul needs soothing...



EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

What she can and can't accomplish in a day...
a month...and a year...


2:10 PM

hahaha i donated one bag of blood todayy!
im sure it's being used now to save somebody's life!

(:
yay!


11:17 PM

hahah yayyy! today was a happyy day (cos i met up w zy and trusted partner:D) yet a sad sad day (cos i got back my phy paper) lol anws! i shall only blog abt the happy happy happiness of the dayy!:D

met up w zy at ard 2.30 at fareast! haha then we bought bubble tea and went to eat the ramen and the dumplings thingy at the 5th storeyy! yum!:D haha then stace came n met us! haha i miss that girl! :D we walked ard and we decided that all we wanted to do was to sit down, take loadsss of pics and talk! so zy decided that we shld just walk on and on and stop when thrs a nice place to sit:D haha SO, guess where our first stop was! haha HYATT! xD lol. so funnyy la we took tonness of pics like everywhere! haha i shall upload the pics some other time!(: then. our next stop MARRIOTT! xD haha we went up to the 3rd storey i think.. where we all had our prom last yr(: haha sweet sweet memories! then we sat down at the sofa right outside that very ballroom and had our heart to heart talks:D haha love that! so much to gossip and so much to share with one another! haha i reallyyy miss last yr:(

anws stace is gonna go back to melbourne on saturday! ohwells the next time i'm gonna see her will be in sept or dec! haha i cant wait! :D


8:16 PM

had tdc jts today. although SUPER little juniors turned up, the funniness of the seniors well made up for it. phew (: i was a little fed up at the whole comm though. obviously some could make it for the jts, but just didnt want to come for it. whatever.

and then the seniors started to create this scandal for me. RIDICULOUS MAN. cant we just be friends? URGH. ok, i am not angry at the snrs at all. just that i am a bit sick of this scandal thing. i just want to make friends with different ppl, is there something wrong with that? maybe i've been in a girls' sch for too long, so i dont know when to curb my actions so that it doesnt seem so. what the heck. haizzz. just friends just friends. and i am sooo not interested in bgr. freaking suffocating you know. looking at my friends and i know. suffocating is all i can say. so just stop it.


8:25 PM

fret not, k? (:

you will get over such stuff soon. very soon. [:


9:28 PM

if im falling then why am i crying?


3:15 PM

ndp08 NE1 yesterday. it was gooood. (: i meant the performance, not my job. i had to stand from noon all the way to 10pm.hows that good? haha. oh wells. at least they gave us yummilicious kfc to eat. :D all thanks to the malays. haha! and i saw a lunar eclipse during the parade! and lots of nice fireworks! upfront! it has been ages since i last saw fireworks so close up front before (: and also since i cant be bothered to watch the ndp parade for the past few years, sooo..... haha. my brother is pestering me for the uniform they gave each of the bay ambassadors. lol. crazy. i need it lah! as a souvenir also. haha, cuz i dont think i will be joining again. so boring. sigh.

supposed to go with clarine to daniel's church today. haha, but i was too bushed and busy so i called it off. sorry daniel! although i dont think he will see this, lol. oh wells, tdc jts tmr. wonder how it will turn out. this is disastrous.

disgusted.


11:28 AM

you big fat copycat dont copy the songs i play!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i mean if you wanna play then play it somewhere far far away!!! stop copying my songs you @#$%%RDSIDYUSN



:D
okay. i feel destressed now.


10:48 PM

IM SO PISSED SO PISSED SO PISSEEDDDDD :@ wth la. i was sleeping! and SOMEBODY was watching camp rock on youtube soooooooo loud that it woke up me. and after that when i left the room and came back. they lowered down the volume. but it was still freakin loud. then i left again. then i came back. then lowered it down again.

puhlease la! im not so inconsiderate to watch sm show soo loudly when somebody is sleeping! LOL.


6:04 PM

i hate you, you bitch. seriously. all you know is to yak your stupid big mouth away and then act nice and bubbly to everyone around you. why dont they see your true face? that scheming face of yours. your words have thorns which are just meant to prick me and me only. i was wrong about you. may you rot in hell. and i wont pledge my soul to anybody to get you into hell. because you are not worth it. sooo not worth it. i want to stuff a stopper into your stupid mouth. it is as stupid as your brain. all the pretense. tsk.


woah. i dont believe i hate her THIS MUCH.


8:40 PM

hahah my clock now says 11:11! yayy means somebody's thinking of me!:D haha anwss trg today was like uber tough! cos we had combined trg w the schteam ppl!:D it was productive i think, but uber superbly tiring.. esp the running, hopping, jumping up the stairs to the 4th floor EIGHT times part xD lol

anws! siewwei is coming on singapore on the 27th!:DDD yayy i cant wait to see my dahling! :D haha then we'll go eat the delicious max brenner chocolate bar's fondue as promised xD haha yayy cant wait!

oh ohh and i discovered a new function of my phone! hahaha cos pl was sending me all those animated cartoons cos we were wondering how wld i turn out like in my phone.. cos her phone is like sony and mine is like lg so it appeared as a diff animation! haha but still!xD uber cute! hahaha what an inspiring day!:D

i want to get married to a rich man,
and live happily ever after.


11:11 PM

finally, our very first (almost) full proposal. :D all thanks to my coolesttttttttt ai/c, yannqi. haha. sometimes i think we should have a reversal of roles. i feel so useless. he knows how to use the computer like abc! ohmygosh lah! XD i feel useless. ):

hmmm. i used to think that i take very long to make friends. a minimum of two years for me to fully open up to my 'friends'. however, i realised that this is actually just a self-imposed psychological barrier which i had set for myself. i am easy with these people. i dont feel restrained. but i used to feel the same way too with THEM&HER, but look what happened. well, probably it had been my fault on my own part.the feeling came back slightly today. i am happy it did. but it is just not quite right there yet. no acting no pretense. you see me, and accept me if you dont mind it.

and it's friendship. not gay or lesbian love if that's what you're thinking for goodness sake.


9:15 PM

it's officially over. phew.






sorry.


9:10 PM

lost faith.


6:19 PM