yayyy SPAIN WON! hahaha:D tsktsk that euro finals wasted my precious sleeping time til i only got 1 hr of sleep.. and sch ended at like 6.15 tday la! craziness! hahah i ALMOST died-.- really. haha pl left sch after the 3rd lesson! i hope you're feeling better now!(: during lunch hd and i went to eat suki sushi! haha cheapness and its uber nice! haha it shall be my new fave lunch spot!:D okay then aft PE.. went to meet my mum!:DDD then had dinner at peach garden at novena. yumm!

haha and now.. im dying.. cos of my endless gp hw:(


11:35 PM

phew. just came back from my std meeting at ikea not long ago. tired. superrr tired. well, got settled on the souvenirs more or less, and thrashed some other stuff out too. (: all's working fine, but i am starting to feel the stress from tdc already. although i still pretty much enjoy doing tdc stuff. ^^ thus, it is actually quite saddening that we having exactly 2 months left ONLY till the end of it. ): after which, no more ad-hocs. ad-hocs were the reason as to why i joined council. (: oh wells. ): there has to be an end to the good stuff, doesnt it? (:

also, as a result of stupid maths ct and fabtastic std, i skipped my class outing. haha. heck care lah. like i am close to them anymore. feel so alienated. i dont care if anybody reads this. this is really how i feel man.

oh oh! and we finally ventured into guardian to buy the AHEM! haha! yq was super funny! hahaha! XD

ate swedish meatballs too. yummm. P: saw EX-aqua house cap w a few of the j1s at alexandra too. so wasnt expecting to see any nj people at this end of the world. i hate queensway. takes me forever to reach home. =/

tired, therefore writing in disjointed segments. haha. sorry. :P


10:44 PM

i think i'm falling(:

SICK! :D (in love? no way.)

(: because i am going to have my stupid maths CT retest tmr
BUT,
): because i have std meeting tmr which is quite impt.
sighhh.
torn torn torn. torn in between. D:


10:45 PM

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You, above the storm
Father, You are King over the flood
I will be still, know You are God(:


8:30 PM

11:23 AM

11:52 PM

sweet freedom. i am enjoying it.


11:13 PM

wheeeee. just came back from our very first 41st council outing. haha. actually it was just a bbq. cuz i went home before that instead of going out to lunch w the rest. i had to bathe! i stank! haha. oh wells. but it was really really quite fun on the overal! ^^ and nick pitera is GOOOOOD. gosh lah. gonna hear more of his songs later. hahaha. unbelievable.

and ohmy, i have to find a location for tdc steamboat! <3
and a dubious 'lol' to add in too. hehe.


11:06 PM

haha todays a happy dayy:D lol. went to sch for pw in the morn. 100% of boringness.. lol. haha then the fun started aft tht! headed to yishun w pl, hd, jy and tw. ate yoshi for lunch! haha yumm i haven eaten it since like soo long ago! haha then we took the shuttle bus to occ:D

bowled for like 1 hr plus.. 1st round.. i was like third.. then the second round i was like at first tied with tw.. then with jy.. then i became last-.- lol dunno why my ball kept gg into the gutter! haha oh wells it was fun! so funny everytime when tw and i are bowling tgh my ball just doesnt go rite-.- haha annoyingness. then aft that, we went downstairs to play pool! ohh and yw joined us by then! hahah im getting better! yayy:D (eventhough i still sucked at it)

was supposed go back to sc tday cos zy called and said she's gg back. haha but when im like on the way she said we cldnt collect our testimonials cos the person in charge of it went home ady:( haiz. haha oh wells gna collect it some other time then!:D

i just did some art thingyyy im so tired now:( haha but im gna watch murder by numbers later with cindy!:D haha yayy!


7:51 PM

this song 'so close' is a classic. i never get tired of hearing it over and over again. good choice, erm, 'me'! :D haha! enchanted rocks. (:

YO. hahaha. hmmm, i dont know, just felt like laughing, be it in reality or virtually. haha. prolly because CTs are overrrrrrrr. oh man, actually not really. have retest on mon. URGH. IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU. YOU = maths. (x oh wells, there's no escaping this time. freak, gp va too. ):< oh wellsssss. chem tut, bio tuts, bio mcqs, bio va, bio concept map. OH WELLS. right? urgh

ok, this was meant to be a happy post. at least a light-hearted one. haha
hmmm... ok, so i went to sc today to collect my certs! ^^ but there was a slight problem, so i have to go back to collect it another day, after they have rectified the problem. i ate my favourite chicken mushroom noodles with LOADS of chilli! yumyummm. P: and the uncle actually remembered me! haha! then we saw our form teacher. (: after which, clarine claire and lynn (sp?) went out to cathay. haha. it is quite amazing what graduation from a sch can do to you. during sc times, i would never have talked nor went out with these people, but now, i just dont care. everybody's like a 'friend' to me. haha. (: yah, so we took neos and then watched zohan. lol, sick show. but quite funny and meaningful actually. haha. plus, adam sandler was good-looking in it okayyyy. :D and the female lead too! ^^ and saw so many jc people lah, especially nj. surprisingly. :P


blah, still looking for my ring. =/


7:42 PM

haha FINALLY. the day is here! xD lol exams are over over over over over! :D haha the physics paper tday was like uber uber hard. urghh hahah i cld do most of it.. but the prob is im not sure whthr its like the rite way. haha. after sch subwayed with pl and hd at j8! haha finallyy i've been craving for it like uber longgg xD yay! haha.

eventhough exams are over i dont feel relieved! thats cos there's like gazzilions of gp hw due tmr!! urghh she's so mean how can she do this to us.. how can she expect to do all the hw when we're having exams! gosh Dx haha im gna slack and try my best to complete ALL the hw by tonite-.- lol

ohh and i better go back to sc soon to collect some booklet thingy-.-


5:09 PM

i think im falling(:


8:49 PM

oh my. tdc/std's present in going to be sooooo nice. (x haha!
and tdc is teachers' day committee lah.

i<3std! :D


2:11 PM

maths today was like killer hardd! gosh i just flunked the only subject i had confidence to do well in!:( ahh one more paper! phy tmr!:D then IT'S OVER! yeahh. okay its not. esp when we get back our papers.. its worse than even taking em-.-

hahah im listening to 9crimes by damien rice now.. emoness-.- lol

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
That alright with you?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
With you.


12:35 PM

my oh my. CTs have started. freakkkk. so far for ALL my subjects, i only start studying a few hours before the test starts. haha! because i am just so lazy and i prefer sleeping much more. :D and oh my lah. chemistry was DAMN FREAKING HARD, i tell you. 5 pages of section B not touched AT ALL, and even for those pages that i have done, it's like..... wrong wrong wrong all the way. hahaha. somehow i am not depressed at all. lol. i am so immune to tests and exams already. even when the exams are just the next day, i would still go and watch my tv shows. (x this is madness. i had better go back to the normal singaporean student mentality, the normal NJ(secret's out. haha!) mugger mentality. and i just went to ate my favourite tomyum. mmm.... P:

i want to get a sparkler! so bling. haha. but a fake one of course. no money to buy real one. (x and my this compulsion is all due to my new chemistry tutor. too lazy to say why. haha. oh wells.


nice eh? haha. but the diamond is upside down. there's a reason for it. :P (click HERE to find out why) and i cant understand why dont people make simple rings anymore. almost all the rings i see nowadays are so fanciful(=ugly). some stuff are just nicer when it's simpler. (:

ciao~ :D



12:33 PM

haha yess! im finally back. :D after missing my flight yest. lol got scolded like alot alot-.- urgh. but its so funny how i was chatting with daryl yest night then he was telling me how he transit through kch airport.. and we were both thinking tht we were on the same flight but we didnt see each other cos i missed my flight!-.- THEN we realised that his was the morn shift and mine was afternoon!

okayy this is how i missed my flight:( its supposed to be at 1645.. BUT i somehow saw it as 6.45pm-.- so.. aft having high tea at holiday inn.. i came back.. at that time was like 4.45 then i checked online to see the timings on the flight.. and then i was like shuckkss no 6.45 flights only 4.45.. then i called the airport and i asked what time is the kch-sin flights. and the woman on the phone was like. they're boarding now. and im like. OMG.
so yeah-.-

anwss i got like soo much to unpack! haha nvm i shall be patient yes! so happy to see everyone back here. but i dont know when's asri's coming back! haha shld be by tday i guess cos sch's starting tmr! and thanks to ankeeta for the lovely bangles! :D haha

oh wells, exams are like tmr onwards!:( boo. well to look on the bright side, it'll be over in 5days time! (YAY:D) haha


3:41 PM

there's someone harassing me. D:
omg la im gna die. D:
i feel so scared. D:

what did i do wrong. D:


12:39 AM

i need a direction.
i need a direction.
i need a freakin direction.

gosh.


10:38 PM

hmmm....

maybe some stuff just can't be rushed.
maybe some stuff just cannot be forced.
maybe some stuff just need time.

my stupidity and recklessness has brought about headaches and sadness. sorry.
i just wasnt used to the shackles it brought upon me. very.
maybe i should join my godsis' ________ club. HAHA! oh my, i am considering it already.


gosh. why the heck am i so emo? this isnt ME! haha! i am a super slacker till i become a optimist and a no-nonsense person! (x
and there's so many ants on the computer table. my brother is going to dieeee. (:<


9:21 PM

because i cant help you no matter what i say. all in all, it is still up to you.



HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ELIZABETH!!!!
ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU <3


ok. happy stuff over. i am angry. oh yes i am. not just because of THAT but also angry at myself. maybe i shouldnt have said 'try'. i should have said that two-letter word instead. arghhh. i dont know now. but after what has happened, even if that word doesnt come out of my mouth, it will most likely take me uber long to open up. i feel like a mimosa.

i'll see first.


9:09 AM

hmm dont know why im feeling uber uber emo now:( so many things running through my mind about you-know-who and another you-know-who. hahaha. rite, bestie? lol somehow these few days i keep thinking abt the past and i KNOW im not supposed to be doing that. you told me to "move on" and "dont look back". i mean how can i just forget everything so easily. its not that simple okay. and i cant stand how insensitive you are. sometimes i just feel like crying but i know that it wont solve anything so whats the point rite? i dont know what im supposed to do now. am i supposed to just ignore every single crap and focus on my books? cos like exams are only 4days away! the super super long 1month hols are like over somemore. :( i havent finished studying yet. and im super super super confused! argh :(

anwss just now i saw a full moon PLUS a rainbow ring around the full moon! super beautiful! haha and before i forget.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIESEL THE WEASEL! :D

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face


1:24 AM

im so angry :( oh wells, like what you said its just part and parcel of life. my mum was like nagging at me to wake up at 6+ this morn to go and help out at my dad's shop. so, i did wake up and stuff and i had to bath and eat my breakfast etc.. so my mum was waiting in the car, THEN, she just drove off without me. like wth. argh. then when i called her i got scolded! so annoying rite. so, i just went back to sleep. :D

okay i think i should start on my econs. :) haha bye!


11:57 AM

hmmm. so the first post would be by me huh. haha. me and 'me' have agreed to keep our identities a secret when we type the posts so that nobody would know when it is me or 'me' writing. oh my, even this 'me&me' thing is getting me confused. haha!

ok next. quite a few things have been happening these past few months. there are really heartbreaking ones, nerve-wrecking ones, and not to forget, some happy ones. but all in all, this is part and parcel of life isnt it? but if life composes of more unhappy moments than happy ones, whats the use of living then? to create more happy ones! ^^ otherwise every single person on earth would have went to jump off a building before they even reached 20. hehe. haha, i am quite morbid. :P

but seriously, sometimes i wonder if i have regretted two decisions. i wouldnt say it here because you dont know when PEOPLE come SNOOPING in and then they misinterpret every single thing you said (whether intentionally or not) and then start spreading it around. after all, there's this chinese saying: 覆水难收. ahahaha, i feel intellectual.
(-O-O-) < spec-y person (smart :D)

hopefully with this blog, my english will improve! :D it really sucks.


8:49 AM